Understandings

If people do not understand you then you have to prove them the meaning of it -TheRealM3

Enemies

Enemies?Just give them a big smile whenever you met them would ruined their day for good -TheRealM3

=)

Just smile and laugh at your troubles because you will have nothing to laugh at when you grow old -TheRealM3

Not gonna write much on this blog anymore.

Kinda bored updating my personal stuff here.

Only update them at the other blog.

From today onwards im just gonna put quotes in here

when i think of any. =) ciao

Friends

Not every one will still be the same since u first met them.

As time passes,slowly they will change

People change,so do you.

Kinda sad also that people change because they met 

their so-called 'crush'.

Well, i hope i wont.

I'll never know either.

Whether did i changed or not.

Its up to others to tell me.

I can't read my own minds.

If u people just kept quiet about it

how am i suppose to change? 

I wont get mad or have any hard feelings

Instead im happy if someone can just tell me to change. =)

But yeah. Not everyone is the same too.

Maybe i dont get mad if people tell me about it.

But maybe u will.

So what im able to do

is just hope that u change?

Sunday

Just to make it short,

had fun today with the pink piggy, Larissa Chin Sue Yi Yi. 

Real pig, Eddy Lim

and my tak guna mommy, Rachael Yip Yam Yam. xD

Watched 'The Thing' at ecm.

Quite nice movie also. =D

Now thinking what should i eat for dinner tonight.. ><

Weird Dream!

I just wake from my noon nap.

Its weird and kinda scary and also funny to tell. ><

Its so real where now i cnnt differentiate reality. hahax

My dream starts when i was dreaming,

I woke up. as usual, Im alone in the house.

Woke up coz of some disturbance at my house gate.

I slowly went downstairs to look who's around.

My gate was opened.

By the time i stepped downstairs,

i saw the back of a person going to the kitchen

I quickly went there.

There's no1.

I took a knife >< 

Go to the kitchen room.

There's no1 also. 

Look under the bed. 

Someone is hiding. 

A she. 

Kinda like a kid.

Erm.kinda took me long time to get her out

under the bed.

and to make it short, i killed her. ><

i went back to the hall.

went outside my house. 

My car missing.

And also saw 2 of my friends waiting for me inside a car

maybe wana fetch me go yc~

i duno why i just followed my fren.

din tell them anything.

on the way,i look back at my house.

My car parked outside my house. 

so i quickly ask them to stop and run back there.

(hmm.forgotten some part)

i got hurt by that guy.

waited for ambulance for like 30 minutes.

in the ambulance, the doctor injected me with painkiller..

Its like i can really felt the pain,so im awake now. ><

i never dream for so many months dy and now with this weird dream.

its really so weird especially when everything seems real!

 -__-

i quickly updated this as soon i wake. 

so that i wont forget about it~

seems like still abit blur my vision. =S

Home alone!

Well once again, im home alone starts at 11am just now..

Mum driving the Waja back to Malacca 

Giving back the car to my uncle.

Hmm.Very free now.Feel like going for breakfast but already ate.

Feel like going out but no people accompany me. 

Alone at home.. Can do what ler? =S

Mum coming back maybe on monday night or tuesday.

Then will be fetching me to KL. Fetch my dad from airport, and straight

to Malacca also.

My younger siblings following my mum to Malacca now.

Easier coz soon gonna fetch my elder sis too. 

Hmm~ wish my mum a safe journey! =D

Not me

woke up at 7am today. ya~ din go to school. hahax

so not like the usual me for waking up so early and on9-ing now~
but sure got reason why i wake early lar..
well, my mum the 1 woke me up. ask me to move away the waja coz
she wana drive the matrix out.

So cold this morning. raining since yesterday night till now.

maybe i should go spend my time at the public library again.

i dunno why but i just miss the place there.

during spm i kinda went there every single day but din visit for a long time dy

din even pass by that road.

hmm~ so today i'll be going public library lar~ gonna spend my whole

day there till the library close.

All the best to me! =D

Friday :D 3am now

Yeah. its 3am now. cnnt sleep coz slept too much dy just now.

woke up at 10pm ><

Also not going sch coz today got assembly.
S2pid sch. friday also wana make assembly. sigh

klar. wana sleep soon also dy. =O

p/s - very sorry to larissa aka pink piggy and rachael aka crazy alien mommy coz
tomorrow unable to make it for the cendol o.. so sorry k. =(

If u both still going then hope u all enjoy lar =) really sorry.
next time i belanja u ppl. =P

Hello and goodbye

Well. both is hard to say to someone.
its hard to say hello for the first time and goodbye for the last.
sigh

Likin park leave out all the rest lyric :D

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are 

31st of August

Woke up around 10.30am
Went to my sis's frens house coz wana fetch her to mega later.
On the way,my car temperature rise so quicky stop the car
I went and check.luckily the car din on for too long coz

the water splashed out all over me. =O
yeah.luckily water wasnt 'boiling' water. ~.~

had minor burns on my arm but just few hours its okay already.
was late for the outing. erm kinda like 1 hour later only i arrive. ><
sorry Rachael aka my mommy, Larissa aka pink piggy. and Eddy aka pig. xD

had fun at bowling. Mommy had the best score. =p
after bowling we went to movie i think. >< or capcom first.ahh

forget. =X
anyway afternoon outing was nice. xD

around 6pm, pink piggy needs to go home. :P
so pig n i went to starbucks while waiting for my mum.
mum came and fetches us to TC for the bbq later actually at 6pm.

went there late also. =p around 7.10pm?

hahax.bbq was awesome. kinda one of the best reunion i ever had. ^^
crazy friends all around,Had really lots of fun yesterday.
Too bad i din took any pictures. =O
sis borrowed my camera dat day. sigh. nvm.

anyway wish this kind of days would happen more. xD

Exam Exam Exam!

Exam is coming dy and i havent prepare anything yet again. =S
Next next monday. on the 15th if im not mistaken.

aiya. how leh. My chemistry. My weakest subject. =O
Need start going to the public library again dy. Coz at home really cnnt concentrate if got 

entertainment. =p

Hmm. I'll find time to go library then. Most probably will be skipping sch or after sch. =)

Thanks For Everything

Dont really feel like writing much here. 

Coz i dun wanna think much about it anymore.

It hurts. 

Just a memorable day, 21/7/2011

Thanks for everything. :')

Yellow?

I dont really get it.

What it means by all the yellow thing.

All i know is that erm something to do with votes?

Well..with this picture,I still dont get it. -__-

Anyway,its almost 2.30 am now.Again yea.

Nothing to at late nite so update blogs.

Also to Larissa Chin Sue Yi, hope that she's fine. =)
Really sorry ya if i did anything wrong.

Maybe i din realise..sigh. really sorry.

Hope things will be better =)
Badminton on sunday as usual.Looking forward to it. =)

Transformers dark of the moon

It was worth watching. =D
Very nice movie though i did not even watch the first and second. ><
around 2 hours ++ .
Went with Goh & Ryan
Then yc at Just relax. =P

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Wednesday

Hmm.4am+ dy.. and yes again.Im not going to school. =P
Boring lahx..nth to do later also..Confirm got no studies.

Hmm.Ohya.I just 'Like' Larissa Chin Sue Yi ALOT. =D

She sure very happy dy i think. =P 

Remember take screen shots of ur fb notifications. xD

Anyway..u still have like around 200++ pictures more that got no my 'LIKES' yet.. So anytime u can ask me to like. hehex =P Im so good right? ^^

Also,going to bowling with Hidir,Eddy,Larissa,Bashir..erm.Not sure who else going..So hope will have lots of fun later lahx.. =)

Gonna meet Eddy and Hidir at Sin Lock first for lunch.Erm thats all i think. 

><

Just finished watching this at youtube.Kinda alot dy i watched. =P
Laugh die me..hahax

Monday

And im not going for sch. =P
Um.duno wad else to write at this blog.
Erm.just deleted my game blog.lazy updating useless stuff. =S
Means now left 2 blogs ny. =D less stress.hehex

Well.its 4.30am now. just finished a movie,Ghost are crazy? er something like dat. ><
And now feeling hungry dy.. =S

Duno wan say wad lah.Mayb im gonna not so active at YawnxD dy..
Will update post when there's event.
So take care ya all my friends and to my viewers too. :)

TheRealM3- 

=)

Pelindung.2nd Time

Again..whole day din sleep then 7am Po fetches to Bukit Pelindung. 

This time we reached the peak.Nth there.=O But took some pictures ny. =P
Gonna edit videos of our trip. xD

Cnnt write much now. =S going out again soon. To where? secret.hehex

LOL

Well,yeah me. =/

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh NOOOOOOOOOOOOO =((((((((((

Arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh again.

haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz...all i can say is sigh. =((((((((((((((((((
why?My Habbo game kena hacked dy lah.. TTTTTTTTT
huhu..feel like wanna cry..play that game since i standard 6 till now..

and Now lagi unlucky.. ='OOOOOOOOOOO

haiz haiz.. finally fate to quit that game dy. TT huhu sad ah.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


make me more stress sia! damn that hacker! TT

P/s - haiz..anyway..back to myself awhile..

got news that eddy having high blood pressure? =(
duno true or not also..haiz... how come sddnly can get de?

to Eddy,

wishing you all the best o.. =) 

take care also.. 

You going poli dy..but sure got chance meet de..coz ktn poli

mah right?hahax ^^

Time Pass So Fast. =]

Nowdays feel like time pass so fast o..

Dunno wan happy or not also.. ><

Sch again tomorrow.

Another normal sch life for whole week again dy..

Hope something nice happen lah.^^

Nights all.

Awhile more then sleep after update 2nd blog. =)

First time to Bukit Pelindung =O

Slept at 5.30am yesterday.Finished watching S.A.W 7 final episod. =D

Superb show.Just duno why M'sia cinema dun have.

Anyway set alarm at 7.15am.but woke up at 7.50am.

>< Po called my phone twice only i heard then quickly wash up and go.

Thought pelindung like taman gelora,but a place got hill to climb one..

Din noe there is housing area also.. 0.o

Really really crazy one ah the road.

How to jog.Cnnt even jog up. -__- But going down much easier =p

Walking also enough to sweat dy..Havent reached at the top we gave up.

Went down back coz Goh's sis also give up dy..at the beginning.

So I still not bad lah..more than half way dy..hahax =p

Still we feel not enough lah. Then go for second round at Taman Gelora..

Jog like 2 round + then lazy dy..

Took breakfast at Sin Lock. =D miss that place.

Kew Kok Fu is there too,helping.

Umm..nth much lah for today..just tired a'lil =)

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 Goh and Po

 saw orang utan at pelindung.still baby one. =D

 Goh cnnt pull up. =p

Painful but fun. xD

Friday

As usual go to sch..slept in class. xD

sddnly sleeping so nice my cousin hit me wake up.. -__-

she sddnly come just to visit her maths teacher.duno wad thay talk in

class lah..

After sch as usual went McD with friends.

Walk around then went back.Usual school day life.

Just that today i noticed the sky is different =)

McD.. ^^

p/s - to larry,ya..syg u too. =)

many others sure syg u alot also.

So be happy always.

Hope what u said is true lah.. ^^

Eclipse

News said that malaysians can also watch the longest eclipse of the moon on the 16th june at peak hour 3.15am? 

sad leh..i din get to see it..stayed up so late tot can see.every 30 min i went downstairs to check.still nth..not even stars. =(

4.30am i gave up. went to bed. haiz.woke up at 6.15am..tired..so msg Po.

Told him not to fetch me to sch today..Woke up again in the afternoon around 3pm.

saw larry's msg bout badminton at 4pm n liyee's msg scolding me for replying her late yesterday till she fell asleep =X >< sorry..Hidir fetch me then went to fetch larry and eddy and reached at the court around 4pm+..late alil ny i think..so played till..erm..not sure..din see time..hehex 

 hidir and eddy

eddy,larry n hidir

hidir

pink piggy =p

 eddy..so fair sddnly..xD

hidir

this time first time play badminton with larry,eddy,and also hidir..i mean

my first time playing badminton with hidir.He quite pro also ah. ^^

Then went to the usual place to eat and drink.

Nth much to do today also..Hope tomorrow,soon or later days will be better for me lah..Time to sleep dy..coming 3am dy. =)

P/s - also to larry,

saw ur latest blog post.

u not happy and u lied. 

haiz..so sad leh..

always kip tellin me okay ny..

anyway,just to tell you,

dun get affected by those fb quiz stuff k

though i mayb wrong..mayb not about that also..

but hope everything goes fine to you ya.. =)

yup..you r right..this few days so many bad stuff

happened to me..kinda down.feeling so moody too.

but now i think bec..no point also kip moody..things just

wont change..even though i always moody..

so mayb i'll just let things go..like you said too. =)

so now from today onwards im just looking forward for better

stuff and more happy days to come lar..

Really hope you does the same too ya..dun always moody dy.. ^^

=X

A and B are kinda gud frens..

but both like C..

A told B bout his feelings towards her..

So what B really shud do? 

Just give up and support A or what?

Experiences this.And i noe many does.

But duno the next step ny. =X

That is why i tend to kip giving up.

Mayb on this too?

haiz.

I like.posting stuff here.

Though not that much privacy i get.

But feel so much better.

Sounds crazy i post here coz there wont be any answer..

But still..it calms me for getting worst. =)

Even if i think all day and night also 

duno wad B shud do next..

Give up or? =/

p/s - also to the pink piggy,Larissa..Noe that

u had a hard time this few days too.

bout that,really duno how to help make u feel better.. =/

i cnnt decide for u coz not nice lah..i only can teman 

when u down or anything..

so really hope u'll be fine as soon as possible kay.. =)

take care!

'Nice Guys' act by nigahiga quite funny.. x)

CHORUS
Nice guys finish last,
That's why I'll treat you like trash,
It's not what I really wanna do.
But, you only date bad guys so,
I'll give it my best try to,
Treat you the way you want me to.

VERSE 1
I never open a door,
or pull out a chair.
You can tell me how your day was
but I don't really care.
And if you ever get cold,
you'll just have to hack it,
Cause I'd be cold too
If I gave you my jacket.
Like WHOA, you ain't sittin up front,
Front is for the homies you can sit in the trunk.
I never answer my phone,
Whenever you call it
And when the waiter brings the bill
I never reach for my wallet.

CHORUS

VERSE 2
And Ima BEAT you!
At every competition.
Going out with the girls
You better get my permission.
Wait no, i take that back, you can't go,
House is on tonight
And that's my favorite show!
Do I look fat in this dress?
Hell yeah you do!
Wait lemme speak your language
Cows go Moo!
Mooo Moooo Mooo MOOOO!

CHORUS

BRIDGE
But behind the scenes she means the world to me.
Wanna tell her that she's beautiful, and show her that she's loved.
Hold her hand when she's scared, tell her how much I care...
But that won't win her heart BECAUSE....

Nice guys finish last...

So BAD LUCK

Yesterday after took my medicine felt so sleepy..
sddnly slept without myself knowing. din replied larry.replied her when i woke up.sry.. =X

woke up in the morning.was late than usual..

just finished bath,Po texted me.he's coming now..sorry u let him wait

around 10 mins? =X coz that morning only pack and iron clothes this and that.

so sorry Po.. =X

Then went in the car realised I forgot to bring my presentation stuff and my phone. =/

Reached sabs crossover also almost fell down frm the stairs..luckily din fell only..hands dirty and bleed . sigh.. summore today got no study..waste of time going to sch..-__- took my medicine at sch and slept for few hours in class.missed my recess.. =O 

but nvm lar..after sch dat time only went for lunch with Po..ate at the chicken rice stall? since there's 1 year ++ to go with sch life,we decided to try every food shop we din go b4 for lunch.. ^^ so nid think for tomorrow lunch also..

Haiz..my life.hope everything will get better lah..

hope enjoy my f6 life also for 1 more years plus. =|

4am

4am now..still awake.wad to do..always cnnt sleep.not feeling well. =O
nid to wake at 6.15am summore later..lazy wanna pack stuff now.

later wake only pack. =/

But at least finished my homework =)

dunno wan to do wad also..sleep also then automatically wake up..

kip feel cold hot cold hot. sigh. how sleep.

Very sorry to Eddy lim..Guess i jangkit u dy. =X coz i already got fever

the last 3 days? 

So sorry ya.. Just hope Larissa and Hidir wont kena jangkit pulak lar... =/

Feel so bad.. Sch tomorrow summore.Like got no mood wana go

sch..Haiz..

That pig also wont be going sch dy..less 1 person o...There also

close with Po Zhen Khong ny.. haiz

Checked fb.watch youtube.sien

try sleep again lah. =/

=O Tired tired sleepy sleepy.. =O

Whole day din sleep yet..Need to finish my presentation!
too much delay..summore today last day dy..haiz.
alil more gonna finish it. =O

so stress. -__-

dun wana ask anymore.

coz i already knew the answer. =/

Reached Home Sweet Home..xD

Its 3.07 am now...teman Larry play fb games since she cnnt sleep yet. =p

Upload all the holiday pictures already too..but sch homework presentation havent finish yet..haiz..2 more days sch reopen dy.. =/

Duno wad to write about..Just feel like updating blog and write something.. ><

tomorrow going badminton at 1pm with Larry,Eddy and Rachael as usual? 

not so sure also who is going but nvm lar.. makes no diff? =X still badminton..xD

Duno lar..mayb when i feel down automatically will feel like writing blog? =/

wana write in fb also like no privacy even though i only add ppl i noe..

really feel like giving up. haiz..frens not really frens after all. 

mayb im just being stupid for thinking dat person is my gud fren after all..

haiz..i really nid some time..really hope can get license asap. 

can go places without ppl disturbing or talk stuff that make me feel worst

really wanna get license faster. =/ now wan sad also duno how to say..always having image in front others so that they dont know..so called life. 

Im back. =D

Long time din upload my blog coz went for holidays. =)

First,thx so much to especially Larissa Chin Sue Yi and Mashita Azmi for

the msges. =D 

For larry,really thx lots for the day and night msges till like total of 17?

feel bad that i cant reply. =(  sry for the troubles.

Also to my kak that did msged me too few times even though i din told her where am i. =) thanks..

Really happy coz day and night msges are the best. A nice way of starting a day? =p

so i really will keep my promise k,pink piggy. =p

at there i where got always sleep. got wake earlier than u also.haha. so u dun mengada. =pp duno wad to say..really thx lots. =)

Went to hong kong on 13th. straight took bus and taxi to china,shenzhen.

happy coz i met my dad! =D

I did bought souvenir for those that asked,and now i think i buy too many dy.. =X

means there's like extra extra. =O

duno what to do with that extra also. ><

did not go out much at china coz not really got fun stuff around the area.

only like gatherings and family gatherings for dinner lunch and breakfast.

But my mum and sis did enjoy themself at the bargain market. =)

took lots of picture and took video of a dolphin & sea-lion show. 

really smart animals. =D

sad part is that camera memory is out! no more spaces. no time to transfer it
all to laptop also. =X

At hong kong did not went to Disneyland coz mum & some of my aunties said not

really fun for adults.nothing much to play.. so we went to Ocean Park the day before we went back...Giv it a 2 thumbs up! really nice for the dolphin show and
the fountain show too! really really nice. =OO

Foods kinda expensive though. at hk and china always sure exceed 100+ -__-

but stuff there are worth it.very cheap.duno y food expensive. =O

One thing nice also everything can find there too. =p

Touchdown at m'sia around 6.20pm.. =) happy to be back too.

Sch gonna reopen too.Holidays gonna end. so sad. =S

Longer holidays more fun lah.. ><

AND ALSO A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM! Real MOM. =p

Wishing u all the best! happy forever! =D 

Thx lots! =DDDDDDDDD

P/s - pictures lazy wanna upload at blog.

too many and very slow.so upload it all at fb lar.

=)

really,thanks again larissa. =D

=) & =/

Its 3.37am now..erm..lets start with yesterday's yesterday. =p

went badminton with ,eddy,larry and rachael aka mommy..

Had fun?erm okay lah..not that part when i hurt my eye... =OO

anyway,sry for making u misunderstand.. but explained to u so its okay already lar right? =p

about the past,forget bout it..dun wana think about it or bring it up anymore..

Haiz.nowdays when i cnnt sleep only start update blog..the only free time i where i can release 

stress and all?

everyone is sleeping.this is the best time to blog coz no1 really noe what i felt and unable to see me

when im down..since its already almost 4am in the morning,means tomorrow is the day,

the flight to hk. yay? i duno.no holiday mood now..duno y.

homeworks?one of the reasons i think.or mayb not.

i always has time.like now.to do my stuff.

so hmeworks is not the reasons i guess.

dun feel like going but feel like going too. ~.~

always have this kind of mix feelings inside. sigh.

y cant i just really make up my mind about it?i nid time..time so that can let everything go.
haiz.feel like make no sense saying all these. -.-

arrived at kl puduraya around 2++..puduraya changed alot. 0.o!

well.not as nice as i expected.but its nice. kinda alil like airport system,announcement,etc.

well,my real entertainment when at hk and china is just taking lots of pictures i think.

taking pictures really makes me feel alone?quiet?relax?

and of course i hate it if nosy ppl come n like

y u take all this kind of pictures?

take something even better lah.

bla bla and so on acting like professional..

i take pictures bcoz kinda like hobby to do so? y must u ppl interrupt.?

mind giving me the answer?

sigh..thats all lah.run out of topic again dy..the more i blog, more negative feelings

i type out..=O sleepy dy i think..haiz.more like too much negative feelings inside me. anyway,

Thanks for everything and also sorry for everything. =)

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 the new puduraya bus station

 down to the platform?

 the cafeteria.

and

lifeless me.. =O

Happy Birthday! =D

A very happy birthday to Joanne! =DD

wishing u all the best throughout the year and hoping that miracle happens lah..^^

hope that u can escape from ur sickness.

really want you to have a normal life like others.

Happy birthday! =) <3

2 Week Holidays! =D

erm..duno wad to say about it.

well,form6 life is still okay...just okay lar.. haiz. 

juz informing here that im away for this 2 weeks holiday..flight will be on tuesday till 11th

that i duno wad day is it. =X

so if u ppl wana save ur phone credits,dont contact me..=p

and nth much lar..happy holidays all! =)

What shud i choose then? =/

well everyone gets to choose the life they live.

whether to success or fail its done by ourself?

sometimes juz feel like wanna give up.

but if that happens , im unable to go back anymore.

unable to start all over again.

might really 'stuck' there dy. 

mayb not just few years but foreva?

dont feel like leaving.

but at the same time feel like wanna to.

nth much that i can do here.

im just wasting my time.

mayb if i go then everything will be like a new life for me?

ppl will actually forget you.

mayb not so soon but later.

mayb i really shud get a new life?

somewhere not here.. haiz

best for me?

i dunno.

might regret.

but yes.

here, i already experience regretting..

So shud i just giv up?

if  only theres someone can tell me

giv me some advice?

i dunno.

so messed up.

feel like wanna scream out loud.

where's the place to do it?

haiz.

Back home. =)

Just reached home from kl.Yup.Skipped sch. =X

Went for cousin's wedding.Was..nice.

Then went to my dad's cousin's house.

Erm..fun?okay lah..=X went bentong awhile too but thats not the point. 

Well my dad is back! =D

Though not long holidays. =X

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extra large family. =p

 yc with cousins. =)

 bentong town.No mall? o.o

yc.again. =p

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My father's elder brother's elder daughter n me! =P

So many stuff in a day

4th day already in sabs.

Still orientation till this friday.

So messed up. Happy and sad feelings just mixed together.

Why this all happened?

Who started it?

I wish i knew but its not that easy.

Sometimes feel like im gifted that i have some stuff others dont.

The 'skills' of my gifts are mostly true. But i just dont dare to believe it.

Why not tolerate? Will you just stop being like the way you are now?

Why you have to be so sensitive?

Why with all those emo posts?

Why write when you dont know what to start with?

Why read when you dont know how to?

but ppl still read.ppl learn.They learn from mistake.

And i wish you learn from urs too.

You need to change.

All these question im asking.Why you're doing it?

Just because of damn attention?

Just becoz u nid ppl around u to keep ask u dun be sad and emo?

I just dont understand you.Really i dont.I thought i knew.but guess im wrong.

I really feel headache when Im thinking all these.not just talks.

Not enough sleep?maybe.but thats not the main reasons coz im used to sleep late.

Seriously stop being so sensitive.Change yourself.

If u read this in a positive way then you'll know what i meant.

Think back all those stuff that you did.Think back whether if its true.

Accept it sincerely coz u know thats the point.Thats the fact.

If you just read this in a negative way then you'll just get offended.

What much I can do?

You're only ruin friendships.

I tried my best.But i failed.

Feel like giving up.But i just dont want to.

Why did u gave up?why i did not?

Its pain to watch you both being like this.I tried not to giv up

coz you ppl are just not my friends but someone special to me.

So if im able to continue why not u ppl?get over with it already..

 koh kang soon face ..x)

 shoes that kena rampas.xD

chicken dance!

Last day of orientation =D

Woke up early in the morning around 5.45am! 

Gets ready for sch and waited for Po Zhen Khong to fetch.He said he'll be fetching earlier

around 6.15am bcoz then can go breakfast.

I waited.but he still havent come.

Its 6.40am+ and he's still not here so i called him.

With his just-wake-up-voice he say

"OMG.So late dy..why din wake me up?!"

I was like what?!! lols nvm.forgiv him since he always fetch me here and there. =p

Reached sch 5 min early before it started.Lucky reach in time lah.

Nth much doing in the hall today.Just majlis penutup for the orientation.Prize give away for the winners. Went for recess and later, all the lower 6 are guided to their classes.

SO NOT FAIR LAH.I get a class which is so far away at the end of the sch bside the main road,highest block. TT 

Everyday climb up and down. TT Canteen also another far end from my class.SIGH. -.-

Our class maths teacher introduce herself named, erm.forgot. hehe.

Another gud things is that Eddy's class is just bside mine even though he's in arts. ^^

After sch we went to mega for McD..^^ The double's is back at McD. xD

Ate full full then went home. =D

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 Sky so bright dy Po havent reach. =S

 Bashir aka nasi lemak.Our wakil lower 6

 Heeday takind prizes 

Tengku Ikhmal.he's taking pictures with his laptop.^^ 

 Facebook. =p (tengku ikhmal)

Maths teacher. o.o

nyway,guess im gonna change from physic to biology.

prefer bio more than physics  actually but in the first place

I apply physics coz more friends.

After think back.Im gonna be in the sch for 1 and the half year.

Why not make more new friends? =)

Im confident enough? =]

erm..okay! first thing first.I think im gonna continue f6 at Sabs. =]

Coz no point also going early to work or etc. still the same for me.So i decide to enjoy another 1 and half year

of sch life? ^^ hope enjoy lah..

Went out with Eddy,Larry and Rachael again for badminton.2nd time.

Time passed fast but fun also lah..just kinda not enuff sleep during play.Slept at 7am++ the other night?

tired tired.Still stayed up so late till now..See the time.Almost 2.30am and i duno wad to do also.

On9 game also less ppl dy..so bored.Hendriq also off dy..

Really duno wan do wad now. -.-

Tomorrow nid wake b4 8.30am summore.Got driving lesson for the third time.So long dy still 3rd?

haha.coz i told the uncle if he's bz dun have to rush.Im always free. =p

4 more days gonna 9th of May.Nid to go Sabs for registering with full uniform!

Thats what i hate..Register also nid wear sch uniform.btw heard many ppl going Sabs too ..Gonna be fun i think? Or just mayb not...Not sure..If boring I seriously just quit like that. -.- why? f6 i actually just join for fun

unless i wana further studies to some places but i already knows what im gonna do later..Unless, i change my mind again..Eddy said wanna follow me to overseas to work? haha sure.Might be fun at least there's ppl u know there. ^^

Um..nth much lah.I know this post like so random um but seriously what i think,and feel i just write it down here..Thats all..f6 im coming! =)

Extra to larissa - hope that u get well soon.So many years dy still got l.b.p. U always say fine fine but 

duno really anot also..anyway seriously..take care.. =)

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No comments for the pictures coz at fb already so lot. =p

Time to sleep!

Which? =(

No. Kad Pengenalan

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Angka Giliran

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CK012A010

Nama

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Sekolah Asal

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CEB4033 - SMK ST THOMAS KUANTAN PAHANG

Jurusan

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SAINS

Sekolah Ditawarkan

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CEB4032 SMK SULTAN ABU BAKAR KUANTAN PAHANG
Tarikh Mendaftar

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9 Mei 2011

Dunno what I really wants. =( shud I go for f6 or straight go to work?

head pain head pain.. =/ 

Someone help me.Give me direction lah.. haizz