Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Back home. =)

Just reached home from kl.Yup.Skipped sch. =X
Went for cousin's wedding.Was..nice.
Then went to my dad's cousin's house.
Erm..fun?okay lah..=X went bentong awhile too but thats not the point. 
Well my dad is back! =D
Though not long holidays. =X
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extra large family. =p
 yc with cousins. =)
 bentong town.No mall? o.o
yc.again. =p

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My father's elder brother's elder daughter n me! =P

So many stuff in a day

4th day already in sabs.
Still orientation till this friday.
So messed up. Happy and sad feelings just mixed together.

Why this all happened?
Who started it?
I wish i knew but its not that easy.
Sometimes feel like im gifted that i have some stuff others dont.
The 'skills' of my gifts are mostly true. But i just dont dare to believe it.
Why not tolerate? Will you just stop being like the way you are now?
Why you have to be so sensitive?
Why with all those emo posts?
Why write when you dont know what to start with?
Why read when you dont know how to?
but ppl still read.ppl learn.They learn from mistake.
And i wish you learn from urs too.

You need to change.
All these question im asking.Why you're doing it?
Just because of damn attention?
Just becoz u nid ppl around u to keep ask u dun be sad and emo?
I just dont understand you.Really i dont.I thought i knew.but guess im wrong.
I really feel headache when Im thinking all these.not just talks.
Not enough sleep?maybe.but thats not the main reasons coz im used to sleep late.
Seriously stop being so sensitive.Change yourself.
If u read this in a positive way then you'll know what i meant.
Think back all those stuff that you did.Think back whether if its true.
Accept it sincerely coz u know thats the point.Thats the fact.

If you just read this in a negative way then you'll just get offended.
What much I can do?
You're only ruin friendships.

I tried my best.But i failed.
Feel like giving up.But i just dont want to.
Why did u gave up?why i did not?
Its pain to watch you both being like this.I tried not to giv up
coz you ppl are just not my friends but someone special to me.
So if im able to continue why not u ppl?get over with it already..

 koh kang soon face ..x)
 shoes that kena rampas.xD
chicken dance!