=) & =/

Its 3.37am now..erm..lets start with yesterday's yesterday. =p

went badminton with ,eddy,larry and rachael aka mommy..

Had fun?erm okay lah..not that part when i hurt my eye... =OO

anyway,sry for making u misunderstand.. but explained to u so its okay already lar right? =p

about the past,forget bout it..dun wana think about it or bring it up anymore..

Haiz.nowdays when i cnnt sleep only start update blog..the only free time i where i can release 

stress and all?

everyone is sleeping.this is the best time to blog coz no1 really noe what i felt and unable to see me

when im down..since its already almost 4am in the morning,means tomorrow is the day,

the flight to hk. yay? i duno.no holiday mood now..duno y.

homeworks?one of the reasons i think.or mayb not.

i always has time.like now.to do my stuff.

so hmeworks is not the reasons i guess.

dun feel like going but feel like going too. ~.~

always have this kind of mix feelings inside. sigh.

y cant i just really make up my mind about it?i nid time..time so that can let everything go.
haiz.feel like make no sense saying all these. -.-

arrived at kl puduraya around 2++..puduraya changed alot. 0.o!

well.not as nice as i expected.but its nice. kinda alil like airport system,announcement,etc.

well,my real entertainment when at hk and china is just taking lots of pictures i think.

taking pictures really makes me feel alone?quiet?relax?

and of course i hate it if nosy ppl come n like

y u take all this kind of pictures?

take something even better lah.

bla bla and so on acting like professional..

i take pictures bcoz kinda like hobby to do so? y must u ppl interrupt.?

mind giving me the answer?

sigh..thats all lah.run out of topic again dy..the more i blog, more negative feelings

i type out..=O sleepy dy i think..haiz.more like too much negative feelings inside me. anyway,

Thanks for everything and also sorry for everything. =)

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 the new puduraya bus station

 down to the platform?

 the cafeteria.

and

lifeless me.. =O

Happy Birthday! =D

A very happy birthday to Joanne! =DD

wishing u all the best throughout the year and hoping that miracle happens lah..^^

hope that u can escape from ur sickness.

really want you to have a normal life like others.

Happy birthday! =) <3

2 Week Holidays! =D

erm..duno wad to say about it.

well,form6 life is still okay...just okay lar.. haiz. 

juz informing here that im away for this 2 weeks holiday..flight will be on tuesday till 11th

that i duno wad day is it. =X

so if u ppl wana save ur phone credits,dont contact me..=p

and nth much lar..happy holidays all! =)

What shud i choose then? =/

well everyone gets to choose the life they live.

whether to success or fail its done by ourself?

sometimes juz feel like wanna give up.

but if that happens , im unable to go back anymore.

unable to start all over again.

might really 'stuck' there dy. 

mayb not just few years but foreva?

dont feel like leaving.

but at the same time feel like wanna to.

nth much that i can do here.

im just wasting my time.

mayb if i go then everything will be like a new life for me?

ppl will actually forget you.

mayb not so soon but later.

mayb i really shud get a new life?

somewhere not here.. haiz

best for me?

i dunno.

might regret.

but yes.

here, i already experience regretting..

So shud i just giv up?

if  only theres someone can tell me

giv me some advice?

i dunno.

so messed up.

feel like wanna scream out loud.

where's the place to do it?

haiz.

Back home. =)

Just reached home from kl.Yup.Skipped sch. =X

Went for cousin's wedding.Was..nice.

Then went to my dad's cousin's house.

Erm..fun?okay lah..=X went bentong awhile too but thats not the point. 

Well my dad is back! =D

Though not long holidays. =X

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extra large family. =p

 yc with cousins. =)

 bentong town.No mall? o.o

yc.again. =p

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My father's elder brother's elder daughter n me! =P

So many stuff in a day

4th day already in sabs.

Still orientation till this friday.

So messed up. Happy and sad feelings just mixed together.

Why this all happened?

Who started it?

I wish i knew but its not that easy.

Sometimes feel like im gifted that i have some stuff others dont.

The 'skills' of my gifts are mostly true. But i just dont dare to believe it.

Why not tolerate? Will you just stop being like the way you are now?

Why you have to be so sensitive?

Why with all those emo posts?

Why write when you dont know what to start with?

Why read when you dont know how to?

but ppl still read.ppl learn.They learn from mistake.

And i wish you learn from urs too.

You need to change.

All these question im asking.Why you're doing it?

Just because of damn attention?

Just becoz u nid ppl around u to keep ask u dun be sad and emo?

I just dont understand you.Really i dont.I thought i knew.but guess im wrong.

I really feel headache when Im thinking all these.not just talks.

Not enough sleep?maybe.but thats not the main reasons coz im used to sleep late.

Seriously stop being so sensitive.Change yourself.

If u read this in a positive way then you'll know what i meant.

Think back all those stuff that you did.Think back whether if its true.

Accept it sincerely coz u know thats the point.Thats the fact.

If you just read this in a negative way then you'll just get offended.

What much I can do?

You're only ruin friendships.

I tried my best.But i failed.

Feel like giving up.But i just dont want to.

Why did u gave up?why i did not?

Its pain to watch you both being like this.I tried not to giv up

coz you ppl are just not my friends but someone special to me.

So if im able to continue why not u ppl?get over with it already..

 koh kang soon face ..x)

 shoes that kena rampas.xD

chicken dance!

Last day of orientation =D

Woke up early in the morning around 5.45am! 

Gets ready for sch and waited for Po Zhen Khong to fetch.He said he'll be fetching earlier

around 6.15am bcoz then can go breakfast.

I waited.but he still havent come.

Its 6.40am+ and he's still not here so i called him.

With his just-wake-up-voice he say

"OMG.So late dy..why din wake me up?!"

I was like what?!! lols nvm.forgiv him since he always fetch me here and there. =p

Reached sch 5 min early before it started.Lucky reach in time lah.

Nth much doing in the hall today.Just majlis penutup for the orientation.Prize give away for the winners. Went for recess and later, all the lower 6 are guided to their classes.

SO NOT FAIR LAH.I get a class which is so far away at the end of the sch bside the main road,highest block. TT 

Everyday climb up and down. TT Canteen also another far end from my class.SIGH. -.-

Our class maths teacher introduce herself named, erm.forgot. hehe.

Another gud things is that Eddy's class is just bside mine even though he's in arts. ^^

After sch we went to mega for McD..^^ The double's is back at McD. xD

Ate full full then went home. =D

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 Sky so bright dy Po havent reach. =S

 Bashir aka nasi lemak.Our wakil lower 6

 Heeday takind prizes 

Tengku Ikhmal.he's taking pictures with his laptop.^^ 

 Facebook. =p (tengku ikhmal)

Maths teacher. o.o

nyway,guess im gonna change from physic to biology.

prefer bio more than physics  actually but in the first place

I apply physics coz more friends.

After think back.Im gonna be in the sch for 1 and the half year.

Why not make more new friends? =)

Im confident enough? =]

erm..okay! first thing first.I think im gonna continue f6 at Sabs. =]

Coz no point also going early to work or etc. still the same for me.So i decide to enjoy another 1 and half year

of sch life? ^^ hope enjoy lah..

Went out with Eddy,Larry and Rachael again for badminton.2nd time.

Time passed fast but fun also lah..just kinda not enuff sleep during play.Slept at 7am++ the other night?

tired tired.Still stayed up so late till now..See the time.Almost 2.30am and i duno wad to do also.

On9 game also less ppl dy..so bored.Hendriq also off dy..

Really duno wan do wad now. -.-

Tomorrow nid wake b4 8.30am summore.Got driving lesson for the third time.So long dy still 3rd?

haha.coz i told the uncle if he's bz dun have to rush.Im always free. =p

4 more days gonna 9th of May.Nid to go Sabs for registering with full uniform!

Thats what i hate..Register also nid wear sch uniform.btw heard many ppl going Sabs too ..Gonna be fun i think? Or just mayb not...Not sure..If boring I seriously just quit like that. -.- why? f6 i actually just join for fun

unless i wana further studies to some places but i already knows what im gonna do later..Unless, i change my mind again..Eddy said wanna follow me to overseas to work? haha sure.Might be fun at least there's ppl u know there. ^^

Um..nth much lah.I know this post like so random um but seriously what i think,and feel i just write it down here..Thats all..f6 im coming! =)

Extra to larissa - hope that u get well soon.So many years dy still got l.b.p. U always say fine fine but 

duno really anot also..anyway seriously..take care.. =)

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No comments for the pictures coz at fb already so lot. =p

Time to sleep!

Which? =(

No. Kad Pengenalan

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Angka Giliran

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Nama

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Sekolah Asal

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Jurusan

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Sekolah Ditawarkan

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9 Mei 2011

Dunno what I really wants. =( shud I go for f6 or straight go to work?

head pain head pain.. =/ 

Someone help me.Give me direction lah.. haizz

Sunday Outing

Woke up at 9am,teman mum fetch bro and sis to Sunday class.

Then went to workshop coz gt ppl wana see. o.o

11.30am went back to church to pick up siblings and have our breakfast at Sin lock.

Met Po zhen khong & Koay kam lung there just finished eating.So we decided to go mega later

actually..o.o but turned out just in Kew kok fu's room took a nap..=p till 4pm.

Went to sch for bsb..play till 7pm Po drove me home.reached around 7.30pm

Kinda rush coz Larissa helped to book the badminton court at 8pm. Thanks. =)

But still 30 min late.reached there at 8.30pm bz fetch Dinish & Rafael. End up 6 ppl went. o.o

Me, Eddy, Dinish, Rafael, Po and Arthur.

So we just started playing enjoying ourself till 10.30pm and went back home.

I went out again around 15 min later after reached home to Kew's place.Po msg me said going TC to yc but end up diff. -.-

They drove to Kew's house first for 'mahjong',then at Taj coz Koay and Yok Ho havent took dinner,and later to Kew's brother pub,Sabai..(if im not mistaken d name of the pub)

Went there and drank only 1 cup..nth actually i guess..only so fast face red..really obvious red! =O

Sad lah.duno y i cnnt drink alcohol stuff..so...haih.. =/

Reached home at 2.30am and now on9..

 Kindergarten 

 haha..wish I was this young again..x)

 Found this yummy stuff in kew's room..xD

 Simply took this picture.Coz remember about someone..hehe.Yes its pink.=p

 hahaa...so cute right?xD

 bsb at 4pm =)

 more and more ppl appearing..^^

 First match

 All waiting for the bsb? o.o

 Badminton at 8.30pm

 Po so serious..kip play smash. =O

 Eddy..tngah kerjar the shuttle..xD

 Po smash again.. haha the only pic i took that im satisfied. =/

 Rafael..yes he hits..x)

 Arthur..play 1 game givup..so fast tired..haha

 Me! playing with rafael..^^

 Tired us.Dinish went back early though. =/

 during mahjong at kew's place..disturb him when he went toilet..xD (p/s i dunno how to play..-.-)

 At Taj after mahjong.

 Kew's brother pub,Sabai.

I finished a cup.. o.o duno y the taste not bitter

Drinking can really make ppl wont feel sad i guess.. o.o

Well when I drank  I dun really feel anything when think about

the pasts.Now i know why many ppl drink when moody or sad.

Tired.Tired..If  2 cup faint dy..

Useless me..=(

Extra post!

A very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Larissa's Dad too!

Wishes him all the best too ya! Happy birthday!

have a wonderful day throughout the year!

You are only young once, but you can still act to be immature for a lifetime.

so stay healthy and enjoy life. =D

Happy Birthday! =D love ya

Birthday is a special event that comes one time a year and celebrating this joyous occasion with some nice birthday wishes is great idea to make the special day even more memorable. Whether it’s the birthday of loved one, a close friend, family member, or a friend there are plenty of happy birthday wishes and quotes that will touch a chord in the heart and soul thus make the person feel more special.

So to my dad,

I know just the person who needs
101 Ways 2 Be a Great Dad.but..
Don't worry it isn't u! coz
U r the best dad in world..
Happy Birthday Dad! =DD

WISHING U A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

DAD,THOUGH UNABLE TO 

CELEBRATE WITH U. =)

Take care. ^^

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Also,HAPPY LABOUR DAY to all that r working..and for those that doesnt

um..just enjoy k..hehe. xD